ptm in the morning, what can i say..

it's bad, yeah. throughout the session i ain't feeling good at all.
it's like i'm being judged on the surface and it felt kinda shitty. i admit i'm lazy and some of the things they said were totally true, but i know As is important and it's not that i don't realise it or care about it at all. well, i guess i just have to show the results that satisfy everyone. anyway, the tv in the house has been locked for one month and my dad is taking away the com soon. a conducive place to study in huh? say bye to my so called, "good life".

sometimes i really wonder why are our lives arranged for us since young and we have to follow and stick to it. why are we studying so hard for some subjects which might not even be of a use to us when we enter university. hm.

anyway, the past school week had been tough cos i don't understand the topics taught in lectures and the homework which we went through during tutorials. the only day that i got myself a breather was perhaps thursday when i met up with huiying and joson after school for kbox! seriously i can't sing for nuts and the other two are so much better than me. hah. photos below.




lol. this guy who looks like a kid in this photo is going army next sat.
good luck dude! my turn is soon.

almost forgot bout my mum's bday on tuesday.
she's like celebrating her __th birthday (shh) and we did a simple celebration for her since she got work till night that day.






ok i felt better after typing this much. gonna do my tutorial and study now.
have to show better results for mid years this time!